When I was very young, I was raped by a family friend and when I tried to tell people, they always said I was lying for attention. So I basically kept it to myself. Because of this, I can never have s** with another man without seeing my r*****. And this really s**** for me, because I’m addicted to s**.
So my poor dog went through puberty and started getting h**** whenever I would pet his belly. he would always try to give me oral any time my pants were off. So I let him give me head just once because he wouldn’t leave me alone. I was like whatever dog do what you want then leave me alone. and it was the first time I’ve ever had relations without picturing my r*****. So now I jerk him off and let him give me head. I’m not forcing him or anything, he just does it because he’s a dog and dogs are h**** motherfuckers. And the only reason I’m ok with it is because other than my dog, I have never in my life EVER had any kind of s** without seeing my r*****. It’s a really good feeling to have s** and not see him. I know people think I’m some sort of animal abuser, but what abuse is there if I’m just letting my dog do what he wants to do… It’s not like I’m letting him run around getting all the strays pregnant. Because he thinks I’m his mate, he actually never runs away even when I let him offleash in strange places and he is really protective of me. I have never even seen him mount a female dog s*******, only dominantly (dominant mounting is when their d*** doesn’t stick out, if their d*** sticks out it’s usually s***** mounting).
So yeah. Hate if you want to. I’m sorry that a desperate r***** had to ruin human s***** experiences for me, too. It’s embarrassing to be f****** your dog when all your friends and family are religious republicans who don’t even support gays.