I don’t really feel comfortable hanging around my ‘friends’ anymore. All they ever do is drink and smoke and talk about things that I don’t really like. And I don’t think they really care that I’m there because I never really contribute to conversation, and I don’t drink or smoke. Also, half of them aren’t even virgins anymore, which is really weird because I’ve never even been kissed. What the hell? I feel like I’m so much younger compared to them even though we’re basically all the same age. And my parents treat me like I’m 10 too, so that doesn’t really help things. So I kind of want to move, but who knows whether or not the place I go to is any better? For all I know, people could be a lot worse. I guess I just want normal friends who don’t feel like doing illegal s*** all the time, you know? Just spend some time together doing nothing, instead of getting totally shitfaced and laughing about it with everyone the next day. I’m kind of getting sick of their s***, but they’re the only people I have. F*** me.