I’ve never been the girl to want a boyfriend or get married and have children I have always wanted to be free and explore but I go to sleep every night craving a pair of strong arms around my waist and I have had crushes on guys before but they never lasted, I’m torn between two guys I really like but can never be with because of our ages but I don’t even want a boyfriend maybe a cuddle buddy or somthing? I don’t know but for now I will just go with my life and pretend I have the arms around me, making me feel safe.