When I first started working where I work I had a huge crush on two of the manager-positioned men. One of them was come and go for a little while and then he left, the other is my manager who is married. I often fantasize about him just taking me or making me get on my knees and s*** his d***. I feel guilty but I just can’t help myself. For some reason, ever since I was in high school, people who have power over me has always been a turn on and now its gotten even worse. I even thought about writing a mature fictional story about it, but never did so as my muse doesn’t stick around long enough for me to do so.