My mom.. is starting to smell… and it’s not “she needs a bath” but that scary stench that reminds you of death…. my mom is only 43… and she has two spinal diseases…. that she’s been trying to get doctors to help her with… but none seem to want to help. I am staring to resent the doctors in KS and the fact that my mom needs help and NONE ARE WILLING TO HELP pisses me off. I don’t want to lose my mom…. because NO ONE IS HELPING HER! I also HATE THE GOVERNMENT because she keeps getting denied for disability which would help her get surgery that is needed… my grandma and auntie are coming to visit… because they’re scared… that mom might not make it…for another few years…. If I lose my mom… I’ll really break down… she and my little brother literally all that’s holding what part of my heart in tact… and my sanity.