For a long time when my husband and I would have s** he always likes to talk dirty to me. He would encourage me to say I loved c**** and wanted a g********. I never really thought about these things and just went along with it because he liked it. He used a black d**** in my a** while licking me. He would make me say how much I wanted other men to f*** me. Then when Alex was over he would say it was just a fantasy and he would never want me to be with anyone but him.
The this is that I never wanted any of those thing he talked about at all for a long time but eventually it started becoming my fantasy.
I have been with 3other men besides him in the past month. Not at the same time or anything but I would love it if it was. I have been fucked in my a** by a black guy. Got fucked behind McDonalds in then parking lot by a stranger, and sucked a guy in the storage room at the grocery store. He made me like this. I don’t feel guilty, especially when he wants me to talk about other c**** he doesn’t know what I have been telling him is true.