I understand that you are aware that you have no reason to be sad. You have best friends that would call you that in return. You have a family that let’s you do what you want, but still cares about you. But I don’t understand why your sad. I try to empathize, I really do. But you get to share your feelings with your friends. I do not have any to speak of. All of the people I would call my best friends would not say the same in return. There’s always someone else. Someone better, someone funnier, someone more empathetic, who knows when to say the right things, who knows how to comfort you. Even if they’re halfway around the world. We’ll I’m right here with you, but I don’t know how too do all that. I have no one, despite what they say.
So why are you sad? Whats worse than having no one to talk to? No one to share your secrets with, confident that they won’t tell anyone else? Knowing that they care about you as much as you care about them. Because I feel like s*** all the time. I just don’t show it as much as you do. But I would like to have what you have. So please appreciate that.