Wow I can’t believe that I am actually so freakin stresse out to go on an actual online venting and ranting website to get it off my chest cause u freakin can’t tell my friends I freakin can’t tell my parents or freakin any one but on her! I hate my life I mean I’m sorry isle I seem stupid or selfish or spoiled but if any has went through this they know it freakin s****!!!!! So there is this guy that I was just friends with and for a while we didn’t talk much until this year but after we started talking and catching up with each other again we began to become really close and I mean really close we used to like go every where together and talk on the phone like every night at a certain time and stuff like that but after a while I began to see signs that he wasn’t treating me like a friend anymore but more if a girlfriend I figured out that he was crushing in me but I didn’t really feel that way about him at all In fact I thought he was really ugly lol but one day he and I went in this ice skating trip and then I don’t know suddenly just like everything changed I suddenly felt really attracted to him and then after that day I couldn’t stop thinking about him after I started crushing on him we stayed really close though but always shyed away from asking each other out. The one day I worked up the nerve to tell him and I said hey i have to tell you something he asked what was it and then I came so close to telling him but of course my stupid b*** got scared and told him that I like one if his best friends yeah smooth move right? When I asked him who he like he told me he liked this one girl that I didn’t really know but she sure was gorgeouse and of course I got really jeolouse but after I told him I liked his bet friend we started to acted different toward each other we didn’t talk as much in the phone and when we did it was really awkward we still talked good in person but there was still a weirdness between us after a while he really did stry liking this one gorgeouse girl and finally after a long time of watching him fall for this other girl i knew he was completely over me! We still talked but way less now and on the last couple days if school when I thought we could just hang out together and have fun NOPE he freakin ones if with this totalley different girl that used to be like my best friend the year before this I wand ignores me completely every since that day we haven’t talked more than like three text and it really hurts to etch some one your best friend and crush find a new best friend and ignores me and makes me feel like worthless crap and also the worst part is I watch them both slowly fall for each other! If you guys have ever had a situation similar to this you understand how much this really hurts! 💔