Some time i do s** alone at my bed And i go to a psycologist every five days cause i have anger problems he gave me a pillow that i can kick it And do whatever i want with it if anyone of my friends knew they will leave me Alone and when i was a little i wanted to suicide cause i got builled i love my ex and he will i dont know he hates me or something and i stalk him i am weird and people tell me i am crazy