The word “Relationship” or phrase “I think I’m in love” is so foreign to me, when I hear it its like I’m hearing a different language. Tbh, I’ve never had a real interest in finding out what it feels like to be “loved” by the opposite s**. I wouldn’t know how to act in a relationship and treat the other person like a robot. What time should I take it somewhere ? When should I sit down and eat with it ? Lol. But really id be clueless and that person would probably expect me to know some things at my age, but id dissapoint. I’ve never felt the urge to be promiscuous. People that are like that have self esteem issues. It’s self mutilation and it disturbs me. As I get older I’m starting to feel odd for not being I a relationship when everyone one else around me is in one. Should I try it ? No, because it would feel like I’m conducting a experiment. I won’t be selfish and waste their time. I’m a introvert who over analyses everything and eventually they would become unhappy and turned off by my distance. Sometimes I feel like an alien trapped in a human body. Oh well.