Im realizing that I married the wrong person. It took me a year of marriage and having a child with this person to figure this out. I love my husband, but I’m not-nor will I ever be- in love with him. It feels more like a friendship to me. I love my son more than life, but it wasn’t supposed to be like this. I should of dealt with how our life would of been together. I could of handled being an infantry spouse. If I would of known all of this sooner, I wouldn’t be seeing you everywhere in my mind. It hurts, and I just can’t get over it. Things will never be the same, and theres no way to tell you how I feel now since you just up and disappeared from everyones lives.
