I love my college instructor…. I know he wants me… We talk routinely and everytime he tells me that I’m beautiful and that I am special. I know that all it would take to be with him is to tell him that i want him…. but we are both married, and while my marriage is failing… I am not a home wrecker……. He is honestly the only person who has ever made me feel so loved and wanted, including my husband….. I cant shake the way he looks at me….Not to mention we both work in a field where you routinely need emotional support…. I want to be his support so badly…. I want to hold him close and remind him of the good in the world…. I would die a thousand times just to know the taste of his kiss…. I must be royally fucked up…. Jesus Scotty….. What am I doing….