Im 16, a girl, I drink, I mess around with guys….I am too. I have lust. I want a child now, but know it’s not the right thing to do. I feel like I am not in control of my owl life, as if i was just being stringed along, even though I always speak my mind and come to the needs of others before my own…I am so confused on life, I feel so alone…I’m grateful for it, and believe everything happens for a reason. I try to be as nice as possible to everyone as I know what it feels like to be hated,bullied, sad, and alone. I am ashamed of myself for hurting guys, as they tend to fall in love with me and I always create an excuse to not date them. I want to stop, ive tried to but it never seems to work..I just want to be happy and loved.
Please help me. Pray for me.
Thank you