I want to run away, i want to run away from myself. Nothing makes sense anymore my existence , my job my life nothing seems to makes sense. I am simply on

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I want to run away, i want to run away from myself. Nothing makes sense anymore my existence , my job my life nothing seems to makes sense. I am simply on a path which leads to nowhere. Black is what i see before me. A saturation has set in, a feeling of not doing anything has set in.

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I was painfully shy with duper low self esteem when I was younger. Parents can really screw you up. Anyway, in Jr us I had a HARD crush on a lovely and very pretty girl. I talked with her and she was nice to me but I never told her how much I cared for her or how beautiful she was. This was 51 years ago. I found her on FB and sent her a message, telling her how beautiful and sweet I thought she was. She was touched and we chatted. She said I had made her day. I’m glad I gave her a smile and that I was honest with her about feelings I was too afraid to share years ago, I just wanted her to know that someone thought she was sweet and gorgeous. She said she was glad I reached out but also sad that I couldn’t share my feelings at the time. I’m glad I did it, for her and myself.

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