I MET HEATHER IN 2005 I THINK (VIA THAT S****** SARINA RUSSO HUSTLER S*** SHOP OFFICE FULL OF RETARDED SPASTICS WHO WORK THERE ) . HEATHER WANTED TO BE ME, AND I COULD TELL SHE DID NOT LIKE ME. SHE WAS TRYING TO MAKE OUT TO ME THAT I HAD NO RIGHT BELIEVING WHEN I WAS A TEEN THAT A YOUNG TEEN MAN WOULD WANT ME. SHE WAS TRYING TO PUT INTO MY HEAD THAT WHEN I WAS IN MY 20S AND 30S I HAD THE WRONG VIEW AND BELIEF THINKING AND DREAMING OF A MAN MY OWN AGE OR A LITTLE OLDER OR YOUNGER GIVE OR TAKE SAY 5 YEARS WOULD WANT ME.

SHE WAS IMPLYING TO ME THAT I HAD NO RIGHT AS A YOUTH BELIEVING I WOULD EVEN MARRY AND HAVE A BABY, AS IF I HAD NO RIGHT TO HAVE A DREAM OR EXPECTATION THAT A YOUNG MAN AROUND MY AGE WOULD LOVE ME.

I FIND THIS UNBELIEVABLLY CRUEL … WHAT WOULD MAKE A WOMAN OF 60 THINK SHE HAD THE RIGHT TO SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT PUTTING S*** IN MY HEAD WHEN I WAS IN MY 30S?? HER LACK OF CARE THAT I WAS MOLESTED AS A CHILD OR RAPED… WAS DOWN RIGHT NASTY.

SHE SEEMED TO BE TRYING TO CONVINCE ME THAT IT WAS NORMAL… JOYCE DID MUCH THE SAME THING.

TRYING TO MAKE ME THINK YOUNG MEN WERE WRONG FOR ME AND THAT I WAS SO UGLY AND GROTESQUE I WOULD ALWAYS HAVE TO SETTLE FOR LESS AND TAKE OLD MEN OR MARRIED MEN WHO JUST WANTED TO USE ME.

THIS IS TERRIBLY CRUEL AND NOT THERAPY.

SHE SHOULD NOT BE COMPETING FOR MEN MY AGE ANYWAY… SHE SEEMED TO BE PUT OUT ABOUT POP STARS I LIKED WHO WERE YOUNGER OR OLDER OR SAME AGE.

SHE WAS JUDGEMENTAL AND CRITICAL OF ME… AND SHE SET ABOUT A PLOT TO BECOME ME SO SHE COULD REJOYCE IN ME BEING FAT AND UNLOVABLE AND HAVING TO LOOK FOR LESS AGAIN.

YOUR A REAL PIECE OF WORK HEATHER B**** FORD OF QC MOVE. A TRUE RUSSO POORTER DISCIPLE B****

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