The pain is never going to end unless I stop focusing on the negative and even bits of the positive and move on with my life! She never loved me the way I loved her. She didn’t always respect me and treat m how I wanted to be treated. Even when I revealed myself to her. I guess I am not what she wanted or who she cared for. It gets old pining for someone that doesn’t Care or love you back. Why would I choose to be around someone that makes me feel scrappy about myself?