I want to kill myself or escape from home,but I don’t want my family to suffer,I love them but I think I am just a looser and a burden to them.I just failed a stupid driving test and they have to pay because I don’t have any job or money.I only have one friend,he is a good guy but recently he got a job and he doesn’t have time for me which I understand .I just feel like anything I do I fail.I also quit If something is too hard.I failed one year of school because I have depressions and I am afraid to socialize .I am 22 and I wish I was never born,I wish I could just go somewhere and live on the streets or in jail because I deserve nothing more.