I got physical with my ex gf on more than one occasion. She got physical with me at points to, honestly I think it was her defending herself. Eventually after more bad time’s with random good times we ended it, in a sort of mutual heart breaking manner. I left, she wanted me back, I wanted her and it all changed, she had decided enough was enough. No more fights, no more tears, she was done. It took her weeks to break the news to me after I eventually confronted her at home. We broke down, I kissed her on the head and that’s the last time I saw her. People say it was a toxic relationship, she was mean, we weren’t meant for each other… But I love her, I miss her everyday and these hypocrites I live with make me want to die. They are so two faced, if you do one thing they don’t agree with they snap… I don’t know if we were meant to be, I doubt will ever end up together, maybe this wasn’t the right time. I stopped drinking and started working out and picked up bjj. I guess the pain I’m feeling is the piece of my heart that’s gone. I love that girl, I miss her love. I hope it will pass… I know it will.
