Despite how I act around people & what I say I really want to be in a relationship with someone. I want to be the center of their world. I want to be the one chased. I want a happily ever after but it will not ever happen. While I’m physically attractive I don’t seem to really connect with anyone. If I do they have someone else that they care about more. It is for the best that I’m alone since relationships are too complicated anyway. Asking someone to stay faithful to you for who knows how long. *sigh* at least in my day dreams & stories I can live oit that dream live of mine.