So, I have a boyfriend. He’s great and all, but MAN is that kid shy and awkward as hell. I don’t even know if I even like him like that. I’m a people pleaser so I said yes to the poor guy when he asked me out (through text). Now it’s not completely out of pity, I do think I have some feelings for him. But not nearly as strong as what he feels for me so I feel like an a******. And on top of that, I’m a f***** h**** bisexual teenage girl. I want to kiss. I want to cuddle. I want to make out. I want to be touched. I wanna f*** damn it. So it’s kinda frustrating that he’s so meek. So I have fantasies of being eaten out, of being fucked hard. Sorry for being so vulgar but wow ugh. And I just thought of one of my best friends, K. She’s lovely and we used to date but I just don’t feel for her like that either but we’re over it and on good terms. But god, what I would give for a night with her. What I would f****** give to have her spend the night at my place and f*** rough but quiet with no strings attached. I’m so h**** fml