i dont know what to do. I think i am falling for my guy bestfriend (lets call him C) he knows who i like(lets call him E) and i have liked him for 2.5 years nonstop. we have only have hung out a few times but i love every moment i spend with him, its like nothing matters but us. But me and C have had so many good memories from track season and just hanging out. we tried dating once but he ended up leaving me for another girl. him and that girl ended and he came back to me and we fell for eachother all over again, a few weeks ago i lost my bestfrind again to a different girl and i just want to cry, he was the brother i never had, my other half. the person i cant and dont want to live life with out. But i dont know if i really just like him as a good friend / family or if i like E? i wouldnt want life without E either, 2.5 years in want to turn into 85 more years… can someone please help me out?