My brother, that simply doesn’t care much about me has birthday today. I send him a simple greeting, wondering if I should add something else. Or call him. Because this will most probably be the last birthday of his while I’m still alive. I plan to kill myself in August- have it planned for quite some time, all the details and such. So I’m not sure if I should say anything extra. Not like it will matter much to him. We were never close anyways. Which is a pity, and kinda sad because I always wished we were close like real family; instead he just grew distant and indifferent to me throughout the years. We call/see each other once or twice per year. Eh, I guess there’s no point in saying anything. Just gonna keep it simple, so he won’t even care when I’m gone.