im in love with serial killer richard ramirez. hes so hot. i know what he did was absolutely horrific and wrong, but sometimes i wish i was able to back in time to the 80’s so he can climb through my window and r*** me. he was a good child that got influenced and went down the wrong path. i was so sad when he died last year. i feel so messed up in my brain, i know i shouldnt but i’ve felt like this for years about him. he’s just so smart and attractive and is actually a good person if you dig deep enough. he got married to a woman called doreen lioy and i wish i could go to see her, and his family, his old house, everything that had to do with him. i dont think this is a phase but hopefully ONE DAY i will just move on. i needed to get that off my chest