I like him. so much. but i know it’s terribly wrong to feel this way for him. He’s 9 years older, has a girlfriend and is not of my religion. There’s no way we could EVER be together, but i think i might love him. He’s just SO insanely beautiful. Sometimes i think i can see him looking at me in the rear view mirror, or smiling at me, but i can’t help but think that i imagined it. he makes me feel beautiful and fierce, something i don’t usually feel like at all. i wish i could get over him, but seeing him everyday isn’t helping. If my parents found out my feelings for him, they’d make sure i NEVER see/come into contact with him again. I dream of him, secretly touching me when no one is watching, but i know it can never happen. We come from two different lives. I’m a good girl and he’s so freaking bad. maybe that’s why i’m so attracted to him.