Sometimes I get on Omegle and pretend I am a boy to flirt with girls so that they feel good about themselves. It’s not hard since before I even ‘reveal’ my gender, that is the first guess. I can’t help but wonder if I would have made a better boy than a girl, if my life would have been somehow easier, and I can’t help feeling like I need to be more feminine acting or date more masculine men.

In the long run, maybe all I need is to cut my hair short again and try on that persona one last time.