I fell in love with my guy best friend. WE became best friends since December 2013. I don’t know. All I remembered is that he asks if I could be his best friend. Well, I’m shock at first ’cause I only have a girl best friends and I don’t think it’s even possible that a guy and a girl can be best friends. Since I’m comfortable with him and he already knows me and I already know him, I just agreed with it. I don’t have a crush on him that time. ACtually, I’m confused. Because he’s so sweet to me. HE says he has a crush on me, but later on, he’s like, ”I have a crush on my classmate.” Sometimes he’ll say, ”I fell in love with my bestfriend. I fell in love with you.” ANd I’m like, ”Oh bestfriend, shut up.” Everytime he says ”I love you” to me, I only reply, -___- on texts. But when he said that personally, my heart races. I can’t express what I’m feeling that time. I didn’t say a thing. I act normal (I’m not sure if I look really normal that time -.-) Then later on he’s like, ”You blushed earlier.” ANd that’s so embarrassing. I don’t care. I’ve never said ”I love you” to anyone. EVen to him though he’s my bestfriend. I don’t know. HE’s lucky ’cause a girl like me fell in love with him. I’ve never loved somebody. Except for him. He has 5 ex and he has many crushes. But now, I think he’s serious. He said he’ll wait for me. One time he said, ”I want to court you.” ANd I’m like, ”I’m not going in a relationship. I’ve never entertained any of my suitors, you know that right? I’m gonna finish my studies first before that.” ANd he’s like, ”I’ll wait for you even if you won’t let me.” BUt I didn’t say anything. He doesn’t know my feelings for him. Nobody knows it except to my 3 close friends and some online websites wherein I can be anonymous as possible and share some details of my life. I trust him. I hope he won’t give up on waiting for me though he has no idea that I love him. I believe him. COme to think of it. I’m he’s only girl bestfriend and I still have no idea why he picked me as his bestfriend.
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