left a man I was planning to marry for someone else who I actually did marry. Now years later, I still miss the man I left. I will always regret the heartache I put him through; it’s my cross to bear for the rest of my life. On my worst days, I daydream about what our lives together would have been like, wondered if I would have been better off staying with him, and have even fantasized about getting back together with him. On my better days, I simply wish I could just talk to him one last time, and I know I never will…nor do I deserve to