I HAD AN AFFAIR WITH MY HUSBANDS NEPHEW. EVEN THOUGH I TOLD MY HUSBAND IT MEANT NOTHING TO ME. IN REALITY IT MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM. AND STILL TO THIS DAY I WISH WE WERE TOGETHER. NOT TO MENTION IM 20 YEARS OLDER THAN HIM MAKES IT ALL THE WORSE. I STILL LUST FOR HIM. CYA:) RUMOND