Oh god .. I don’t know what to do. I think it’s probably a blessing that i’m getting out of this country for r&r in a few days. .. maybe I can clear my head and figure out what I really want.
I have to admit that my feelings have started to fade. communication is all we have and you can’t seem to understand that once in a while that should take priority over everything. I think it was messed up the other night when we were talking on Skype, your buddy came and sat down beside of you .. the both of you started surfing the web..some may think that I sound like a bi..h but YOU try keeping communications in this sad little country. Frustrating to say the very least.