We haven’t talked in so long, and we used to be such great friends.
Our relationships always coming between us.
It really bothers me that you are now married..
It shouldn’t, but it does.
You meant so much to me, and we’ve danced around each other for so long.
Being friends with you only has felt wrong, and I wonder if I chose the right direction.
But I didn’t know you’d come back in to my life before I went back to him.
Maybe I’m just jealous of what you have.. But maybe not.
My relationship feels broken, and like I’m going no where.
I have always had feelings for you, I’ve just never been completely honest with myself.

I’m so confused, and unhappy right now..