I feel like I am a little crazy…or a lot crazy. Since the first night I spent with the guy who is now my boyfriend, I have known that I could never let this guy go. He’s super sweet and he makes me laugh. On our days off, we wake up in the morning, run, nap for an hour, go out to eat, and then play Smite for the rest of the day. I am perfectly happy and we are going on a vacation for our first anniversary. For the most part, it’s extremely spontaneous. MY CONFESSION: I dream and day dream about marrying him one day. Not just the little stuff…I know what dress I want, I know what I want the reception to look like, the flowers in my bouquet, what I would say if we got to write our own vows, the people I would invite, and the budget. I can’t help it! There isn’t any kind of ring on my finger and I don’t want him to feel pressure or rushed so I don’t talk to him about these things. I just contain my crazy. It’s so hard to hide that part of me from him because WE DON’T HIDE THINGS FROM EACH OTHER. What?