I am a horrible person. I set my friend up with this guy, and I’m in love with him. He has been my friend through childhood, we dated and we kinda drifted apart a little when I went to college, but we still talked. I found someone who I thought I loved… But he’s mean and not good for me. So I broke it off with him because in all reality I could never love anyone like I love David. I see their pictures on Facebook, and I see them out in public and I hang out with them as a couple and I get so jealous and it just hurts. I keep feeling like… He was mine first and she shouldn’t be with him she hardly knows him. It just s****. I know I am going to just have to s*** it up and deal because I did this to myself. In the end, I love them both and I want them to be happy even if it makes me miserable. So I should just keep my mouth shut and move on.