i’m 22 and can’t get over the fact that my childhood is over. i spent so much of it wanting to be all grown up, not realizing what I had. wonderful parents fun brothers, innocence. now its something that I will never have back. I feel responsible and guilty for it ending for some reason. One of my brothers has since passed and my family will never be complete again. I just miss family vacations, summers, holidays. everyones getting old and it will never be the same.