just found out my mother was a prostitute when I was a baby. I have never met my biological father, but I know his name. I was molested by my step-father. My current partner can’t support me emotionally because I am just so fucked up. My life sounds really s*** but it isn’t. I’m a student studying a prestigious degree, and have a really good part time job. I’m pretty well off for a student and I have really nice things. One would think that with my current life situation, I would be happy and satisfied. And I am. I am so thankful to God that I turned out like this even though my parents were trash and my step father abused me. I always adored my mother and felt so sorry for her due to her fucked up childhood, but now I am questioning all this. I have given her all the money I ever saved, and she subtlety manipulates me to give her more. I don’t know who to believe in life. My step father tells me all this s*** about mum, which is true, but he was the one who molested me as a child. I don’t know what to do. I want to cut off ties to my entire family but I would feel bad. I need to break free of this situation but I don’t know how to. I have no money because I spend it all on materialistic things to make myself feel better. Im angry at my partner because he gets everything so easily and I have to fight for absolutely everything. I can’t tell him all this because he would never understand. Im so alone in this world. I don’t have anyone to turn to. I don’t really have any friends because I prefer to keep to myself because I am so fucked up underneath my seemingly happy exterior. What do i do? Who do I turn to? Life is so fucked.