I’ve wanted to be, for all intents and purposes, a s***. I’m not bad looking and I have a decent weight. Boys seem to be into me now that I’m almost twenty so there’s no real reason why I can’t be. Except that society tells me I can’t.

I like s** and I am very good at s**. I find myself fantasizing about random people despite the fact that I do, indeed, have a boyfriend. He’s everything anyone could ask for in a boyfriend so it makes me feel so guilty because I have no complaints about him really.

I’ve only ever had s** with two men in my life, both relationships long. In spite of the s***** releases there’s just one fantasy neither of these men can offer me. That is, above everything, I have always wanted to bang another chick. I like the idea of kissing another woman, of cuddling breast to breast, of biting earlobes and just being free to walk around in my underwear in a semi-romantic roommate situation. I’m not sure if this makes me bi or a nymphomaniac but I basically just want to do it until my body can’t move, boy or girl involved! And what’s funny is I didn’t have s** until I was eighteen, hell never been kissed until seventeen. So there’s no psychological issue to address. I guess I have a healthy labido?