I am 25 I have never had been in a steady relationship and fetl unwanted a lot of the time its always been the case that guy I have liked has ended up with someone close to me because I haven’t had the confidence to go for it. I didn’t have s** until I was 19 and I am embarassed to say that I have now slept with so many men its truly disgusting, every time I do it I get so down and cant face the world . My fear now is that no man in there right mind is going to want a relationship with someone who has slept with that many men. I know its easy to say well don’t tell them how many men you’ve slept with but I want a relationship built on trust. My fear is that I’ll be single forever , my friends and my siblings have partners some even have kids. It just gets me down sometimes.