My girlfriend has been acting so distant lately
I feel my insides rotting
I can’t mend this festering wound she opens every time she is unresponsive to me showing my affection towards her
I am over not being real with people
yet It seems I can’t even be real with myself
I always seem to dilute the truth with thoughts of “it might work” and “maybe it’s just me”
screw that
It’s not me
and if it is, it actually isn’t
because if it was me driving her away and she can’t be honest with me
then it’s not my problem, it’s her’s