Everything is good in my life. I have a fiance who I love. We live together in place that we can happily afford and rarely argue. My parents are alive and healthy. I am gainfully employed, highly educated, have fulfilling hobbies, friends and generally good health. Despite all of this…
I feel sad most of the time
I feel like I want to die
I have no hope
I feel worthless
I feel I would be better off dead.

I try to focus on the positive- but it just seems so pointless.
And I hide all of this bad stuff.