I don’t want your little gifts, I just want you to speak to me nicely.
You know what guys? We can literally chat with each other using this program. We can make lengthy notes of information utilizing it as we normally do patiently seeking each others messages by a posted mark agreed by both parties for example I’ll always begin with the letter x- then the message. The other person knows it’s me returning their response. Everyone can use their first letters of their names not giving away their identity for example MJ Michael Jackson/jordan etc. anyone wanna try it?
when i lay on my stomach i am reminded of my vulnerability i can feel the breeze kiss the spots on my back that only you and the sun are familiar with. it doesn’t tickle as much as it did the first night you stayed over. it’s a familiar feeling. and while it kills me, deep down i am thankful to know that you will never know what my back looks like as the seasons change. you will forget where each and every freckle stays you will miss the tan lines left by the harsh rays of summer and the fairness of winter against my skin. the last time you’ve seen my back was when I left you and i am both terrified and proud that you will never know my vulnerability again. -KQ
