I suffer from an obsession with lolicon art, and despite my efforts otherwise, it has caused me to do things that I find ethically wrong in pursuit of seeing more such material over the course of my life (opening an account on a website that hosts lolicon, clicking on lolicon online and giving views to it). I’m currently committed to seeking psychiatric aid in managing this condition, and according to the research I’ve done, there’s a real chance that my actions did not lead to more lolicon being made or any other material harm; this is the reason I am able to continue living and believe that I hypothetically deserve to be happy and to be around people I like, because they would hypothetically see something redeemable in me. it’s a desperate, selfish hope, but it’s all I have.

don’t be like me.