I miss Jason more and more every day. He's the only person that can motivate me into anything. On low energy days I used to pretend I was doing things for

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I miss Jason more and more every day. He’s the only person that can motivate me into anything. On low energy days I used to pretend I was doing things for him in order to get them done. Imagining him praise me and give me the next task got me through a lot. I had to stop though. It started feeling like I was feeding into delusion too much, and reality is too disappointing to let myself fully engage in the fantasy. There’s never been anyone else in my life that truly had my best interests at heart. I wish I was good enough to deserve him. I wish I was a normal, approchable person he could be proud of.

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8. My duties. The man continues to talk. Because we’re on the same team this I’d the whole agenda. While moping around I’m sure you ran into the mini assembly classroom. That room is to help out the kids with one hour with their homework’s. They’re now considered for me to entertain and train. I give them trinkets to keep them happy aconfortable plus they’re aware of my likes and dislikes by now. You’ll be their guide, their mascot and puppet as you’ll soon get to understand. Next The Slab Cross posted stand.

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