I’m unwanted. Yep. I know so many people go through the same feeling blah, blah, blah. I’ve even conteplated suicide. My mom even said that if I did, she wouldn’t care. The only reason why I haven’t is because I’m a christian and understand that suicide is a sin. I have 6 siblings all of which that hate me. I’ve even raised my 7 and 8 year old neice and nephew. But I’m taken for granted. I’m ugly, fat, broke, stupid and never even had a bf and I’m 15. I wasn’t even asked to homecoming. Its not like I’m one of those kids that drink nd do drugs. I’ve never smoked, or drank or done anything illegal. I’m even on honor roll. But I’m never good enough. My dad was never in my life like I wanted. And my mom even told me how she got a tubligation before she had me. Therefore, she never wanted another child. She even told me how she got an abortion before me. I don’t have a talent. I can’t draw. I can’t sing. Im not super smart. I even tried out 3 years in a row for a dance team and didn’t make it. I’m not athletic. I’m not even pretty so I can’t do beauty pagents. I’m just a dissapointment. To Jesus and my family.