I wish I wasnt born gay. I tell myself that just because ill die alone, so what? I have other things in life to excel at. But it hurts man…every rejection I face stings just a little more because of that added knowledge that society rejects me. I have this voice in the back of my head telling me that my friends only think of me as a novelty. Some exotic pet not to be taken seriously, just a ornamental GBF to be placated. Idek if its a lie anymore. I may have been a different person if i was straight, I probably wouldnt even like that person, but atleast I would have less worries. Might change my mind later on this but it still hurts.
