I think i am in love. Idk actually but. I went to sleep over to his house this week-end, we cuddled in his bed while watching a movie, fell asleep

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I think i am in love. Idk actually but. I went to sleep over to his house this week-end, we cuddled in his bed while watching a movie, fell asleep cuddling, well we slept together. And tonight is the night after i slept with him. I swear, this never happened to me. I cried bc i am actually not sleeping with him, my stuffed plushie doesn’t have his smell on it anymore, i am so far away from him. I am craving him so badly. This is probably gonna pass the next night for sure, but all that i know is that i miss sleeping with him, i miss his cuddles, his tender caresses, him as a whole. It’s currently 1:19am as i am writing this sentence, i cannot fall asleep because he’s not here with me, tonight.

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