my friends mom is a raging drug addict and my friend does everything she can to be loved and accepted by her mom-even being ghetto and selling drugs, ect.

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my friends mom is a raging drug addict and my friend does everything she can to be loved and accepted by her mom-even being ghetto and selling drugs, ect. to get her attention. it breaks my heart. her mom doesnt give a s*** about her. i will never have kids. i know i’m gonna regret it in 20 years but i just cant hurt someone like that. i like drugs. i like to drink. i cant put a kid through that :/

growing up i always said i would never follow my mothers steps(she died young, a drug addict) and i stand by it. i’m a broken person. i love being high so i don’t have to face my sad reality. i am in no position to have a child. i love my mom, and i wish she were here, but god. why was i born to follow that cycle? why did she have me knowing damn well i would be apprehended by cfs?

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