I am 21 and a student at a near by universityy. I live with my parent and comute to save expenses. My 14 year old Neice stays with my parents a lot. She has always been flirty with me to the extent I have mentioned it to my Mom who said just go along with it shes just a typical tee girl. It actually got to the point of touching me and showing a lot of skin when we were alone it was obvious to me it was more than a crush. I satrted letting my hands go places to see what she would do and as I expected she responded than started kissing when we got a chance.

About a month ago my parents went away for a weekend for their annaversary leaving her under my care. They left early Saturday and was returning late Sunday evening. The car barely left bf she was on my lap and we were tunge kissing. In shot time we were on my bed making out and I ran my hand down her shorts and touched her for the first time. I ask her if she was a virgin and she said no. The kissing went on for a few minutes and the cloths came off. I got on top of her and as I pushed in I knew this was wrong. As I slid in I watched her face she bit her lip she was very tight but I slid all the way in. I knew I wouldnt last long and knew I shouldnt c** inside her but couldnt pull out. WE had unprotected s** at least 8 times that weekend now I am worried sick. She told me she wants to have my baby. I feel like killing myself. THis will destroy our family.