I’m f****** a married man and have been for many years now. We are both selfish and both cheating on our partners. The other night he confessed that he was afraid that I would ruin his life – why this suddenly came out I have no idea. But my suspicion is that he may be wanting to cut things off with me. I don’t want to end what we have but he says it’s getting more difficult to sneak out and feels it’s safer if we just meet during the day. I on the other hand want to go out for a night and enjoy each others company, like a date night. He worries that, because we both have tracking, someday one of our partners is going to suddenly show up and catch us in the act. He’s also concerned because I don’t delete texts and I keep spicy photos. He says I make his blood pressure shoot sky high. I don’t want to stress him out. I just want us to be able to have fun. I don’t want to lose my ‘break from reality’. And now i’m stressing that he may want to end it but I have no one to share these stresses with or get advice from. It’s so upsetting 😔 things would be so much easier if we were both single.
