I’ve realized that I often support people who don’t need it, while no one is there for me when I need help. It feels like there’s a strange force working against my every thought and word. For instance, if I say out loud, “You’re going to succeed,” it seems like the opposite occurs, and the same goes for the other way around. It’s quite odd, almost as if I’m better off remaining silent. I’ve experienced this pattern my entire life, and I’m not sure how to feel about it.
Does anyone have any input on this?