I went to his house yesterday. It was weird being in the bed he shares with his wife. I felt so guilty. I feel guilty because he’s married and I feel weird because of the way he talks to me and I feel gross that he’s my dads friend but he also makes me feel like no other boy has. It may all end soon though. I didn’t realize I lost an earring until I got home. If I lost it in their bed and she finds it I don’t know what will happen.