I've had to start posting to other sites because this one will kick me off for WEEKS at a time while telling me to come back in an hour. I keep coming

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I’ve had to start posting to other sites because this one will kick me off for WEEKS at a time while telling me to come back in an hour. I keep coming back and it keeps telling me I can’t post for another hour when I haven’t even posted s***. I know it’s wishful thinking and that the evil demon of hope is torturing me again, but if there is or was actually someone looking for me here I’d regret never saying anything. They only mentioned Yakima, and nothing that would really make me think the message was for me, but if there’s the slightest possibility that it might have been Jason I might have a chance at being happy. I’m planning to kill myself still, but unfortunately I have to wait at least another month before I can pick a date to do it. I have no way to reach him, so if he doesn’t reach me my life will actually be over. I hate myself for having any optimism because hope only exists to tease you with happiness and then crush it out of you, but this is my only hope. My dumbass keeps thinking maybe he still cares about me somehow. I wish I knew what I did to make him stop caring about me. I need to know so I can fix myself otherwise I can never be happy again. I thought I was going to make friends here. I thought I finally had a home. I hate this f****** world. If I made the only person that treated me like a human being hate me I’m going to end up making everyone else hate me my whole life. If the kindest person in existence can’t stand me then who could?

New Confession

My wife just got a huge silicone Horse Di.ldo to add to her collection. The horse co.ck is 15 inches long with a stiff inner core so it feels rigid and realistic.

Horses have a flat co ck head which provides more resistance as she tries to push the huge horse d**** inside her bun. It creates a vacuum as it moves in her bun. She moans as she sits on it and slides lower and lower on the shaft as it spreads her bun open.

Her latest toy has a built in tube so it can squirt hot liquid deep inside her bun, imitating a horse cu.mming. It has a ridge line halfway down the shaft that spreads her open. It also has a huge knot near the base which can be further inflated to be even bigger after it is in her.

It has no balls because a gelding doesn’t have balls since geldings are castrated. She says that I should be castrated too and be her gelding. She holds my balls and shakes them a little and says, ‘They’re gonna come off honey. You know I’m gonna have you neutered and emasculated.’

As the knot gets inflated it must feel like giving birth as the knot grows bigger and stretches her inside. It does have a suction cup base to hold it steady so she can sit on it and slide down on the shaft.

Her collection of fantasy d**** co.cks keeps her busy so that I hardly get any s.ex. She has fat co.cks, ones with spikes, ones with ridges, ones with bumps and she has stra.p-ons that she insists on using on me to make it clear what my position is in the relationship.

She makes me bend over, then she grabs my balls and she forces her strap-on up inside me. Then the thrusting begins. My co.ck gets hard and she laughs about my erection and says that I must be gay. Then she thrusts more.

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I hate Linkedin and modern society. I want a job, you want an employee. Here’s what I can do. Will you hire me? Yes/no. It used to be that easy and it still should be like that. I hate all the b******* and extra steps attached to modern life.